I did it!

Today I got my patriarchal blessing! I'm a lover. It talked about how my I love people and how much I will help them. I am so happy and so proud of myself. I will never forget this day. Ever.

My Gosh!

I just realized it's been over a month since I've updated anything! Aah! I'm a little behind I suppose but I don't think anything has even happened really. I haven't gone anywhere...I haven't done anything. I'm still trying to find work and my sister's still trying to get me to move back to Vegas. It's a little hard though when you are flat broke, heh. Um today was a good day though. We're starting practice for the primary program. I felt like a little kid again. I couldn't stop fidgitting! Those poor kids. I remember it all too well and now I get to do it all over again! The kids are so cute though. It's so hard to stay flustered at them. That's pretty much all that's going on right now. OH! I'm getting my patriarchal blessing on the 18th. At least that's the goal but I might have to change it so my dad can come. And my sister might come down too :D I hope she can! That would be perfect. I wish Gabe could be there too but he's a couple thousand miles away right now, heh. O well. In due time. Anyways I better get to bed. Evie's third birthday party is tomorrow! She's getting so big. Where does time go!?

Goodnight!

Sleep...

I can't seem to fall asleep for some reason. Maybe it's because I haven't actually tried...blah! Why is it late at night you remember all the little things you need to get done so you decide to do them even though your dead tired?? And to think my mom's waking me up in 4 hours so we can go walking. I'm going to be a zombie! So I suppose I should try and hit the sack. I'll hopefully write more later today.

G'night!

Dreams...

So Gabe's mom had a dream about me. Clear back in the beginning of July before she even knew me. She dreamt I was Gabe's wife. I got the weirdest feeling when he told me. It was a feeling of comfort. Like that was what's going to happen. Since I've met Gabe everything's been amazing. Of course life still has its ups and downs but that's life! I just feel great about life now since I know where I'm headed somewhat. I'm so grateful for the power of prayer and for the closeness of my Heavenly Father. I'm so grateful to know that he's always listening. I love getting good answers to prayers! The rest of my life is going to be a blast!

Life

I've met the man who's going to change my life. I am so happy.

I just realized it's been a while since I've updated my blog. We got home from Utah yesterday afternoon. Dad and I went up for Aunt Wonnie's funeral. It was a nice service. Lots of good memories. It was fun hanging out with Heather again. Felt like old times. Dad got to spend a lot of time with the boys so that was nice. I feel stressed for some reason. I need to do something with my life but I don't know what. I feel like going crazy though. I need a change. Blah.

G'day.

July

I can't believe July's here already. I spent the first week of it at Kris's house. He had a little surgery and Becky needed a lil help with the girls. So I was more than willing of course. I got to hold Maddie for hours! I loved it. She is so cute and squishy. Evie is sassy as ever. She's so funny tho. She clasps her hands together and bats her eyelashes at you. She is so cute. The cutest little girls I have ever seen. Until I have my own of course...I miss them already. It was fun to spend time with my brother. I rarely get to see him. So I loved being able to spend time with him. This year is just flying by. It is crazy. I'll be turning 20 in 6 months. It's scary really. I still feel like I'm 7. I still ACT like I'm 7. So there could be some trouble. I'm still trying to find work. It's so hard. I might just go look for work in Utah. I miss it so much up there. I know it's where I'm supposed to be. I'm much happier up there. So shoot. Things are lookin up with the boy. We'll see how long that lasts. Well that is it for now I think.

Goodnight!