Time!...

Where does time go?! Before I know it weeks have gone by since I've written! It's crazy...So I went to the doctor last week and he thinks I might have a hiatal hernia, or an ulcer. Gall stones could still be a possibility as well. Lucky LUCKY me, eh?? I just really hope I can find out soon what it really is. I'm sick of this random pain under my ribs. I'm very glad I haven't had anymore attacks though. Those were really bad...Other than that I'm still looking for a job. Then again who isn't?! It's just crazy here. I want out! I'm tired of all the heat too. It wouldn't be as bad if I had a pool in my backyard! But, unfortunately, I don't :( Darn it. In 9 days it'll be mine and Gabe's 1 year anniversary! Insane...I hope there are many more years to come. That same weekend is the Barney reunion in Utah. I'm excited for that. My dad doesn't know it yet but my mom and I are going to go up on Saturday and surprise him :) It'll be fun. Plus I'll finally be able to see my nephews again! I miss them so much. It's been way too long. I think that's all for now. I'll write more later!

Alone...

I wish I had a younger sibling at home. I wouldn't be lonely. I wouldn't have to watch stupid shows by myself. Yeah they're stupid, but fun to watch! Gabe's not texting me for some reason. He probably fell asleep. I might as well go to bed soon. Nothing else to do. Plus I still feel pissed about him talking to his ex. He's still kinda buddy buddy with her. Which I HATE! He wouldn't like it if I were all buddy buddy with my ex. It's just annoying, but I know I need to approach him about it otherwise he'll never know it irritates me. O well. Same crap, different day. Blah. I hate being in a bad mood! I know it's my own fault, but I just can't seem to shake it!

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