Bittersweet...mostly bitter...

I'm going home June 30th. I really don't want to...Yes I miss my family and the few friends I have there but I'm so happy here. I've lost weight because I'm not as stressed. I'm happy here! I have people to hang out with and talk to. I'm NEVER alone. Unlike life back home. I get so lonely back there. I love it here so much. I never thought I'd say this but I'm getting used to the humidity. I don't mind it as much. I still sweat like a beast but I've come to the conclusion that that's just me. It runs in my blood. I love Gabe's family. They make me feel like I'm apart of the family. As if I've been around the whole time. I love his nieces and nephew. They are so sweet and cute. It's going to be so hard to say goodbye to everyone. I'm not looking forward to it at all. I'm going to miss all the green...all the rain/thunder/lightning storms. They are AMAZING here. I won't miss the tornado warnings...HA! But everything else...O I won't miss the ticks and spiders either...but everything else, I definitely will miss. Well I better get back to the boy. Gotta spend as much time with him as I can. I love him a ton!