Ugh

This week's been crap. Gabe's gone, my mom's been acting weird, so has my dad, my mom is back to telling me how overweight and out of shape I am. I can't stand it. I never feel good enough. My dad says I manage myself like a 5 yr old. So now I'm going to spend the rest of the night looking at different lap band sites.

Goodnight!

GABE!

He's been here for a week for my birthday and it's been amazing! I love him!

Emotional?

It's random but I feel emotional all of a sudden...I started listening to Susan Boyle's new cd and the first song is Wild Horses. Originally done by the Rolling Stones but honestly...I'll take her version any day. It's just beautiful...I feel all lovey too. I'm just completely in love with Gabe. He's an incredible blessing in my life. He makes me so happy. Of course there's the occasional head butting. But what human doesn't have that happen in life? We ALWAYS end up working it out soon after. I'm so grateful for his love and his patience. Long distance is tough but he's so worth it. I know everyone else thinks I'm crazy for it. But I'm happy and that's all that really matters. Well I guess I better get to bed so I don't sleep all day tomorrow! Lord knows I'm good at that!
Here's the song...


Goodnight!

Holy night....

Christmas came and went...New years happened...Now it's almost January 3rd! I'm REALLY falling behind... AMAZING news though! Gabe's coming January 14th for my birthday! That's in 2 weeks! I'm so excited I can't stand it! It's finally happening...I need to go to bed now though seeing as how church starts at 9 am now. Whoopee....

Goodnight!