July

I can't believe July's here already. I spent the first week of it at Kris's house. He had a little surgery and Becky needed a lil help with the girls. So I was more than willing of course. I got to hold Maddie for hours! I loved it. She is so cute and squishy. Evie is sassy as ever. She's so funny tho. She clasps her hands together and bats her eyelashes at you. She is so cute. The cutest little girls I have ever seen. Until I have my own of course...I miss them already. It was fun to spend time with my brother. I rarely get to see him. So I loved being able to spend time with him. This year is just flying by. It is crazy. I'll be turning 20 in 6 months. It's scary really. I still feel like I'm 7. I still ACT like I'm 7. So there could be some trouble. I'm still trying to find work. It's so hard. I might just go look for work in Utah. I miss it so much up there. I know it's where I'm supposed to be. I'm much happier up there. So shoot. Things are lookin up with the boy. We'll see how long that lasts. Well that is it for now I think.

Goodnight!