Leaving on a jet plane...

Gabe's going back home tomorrow. My heart is broken. I don't know when I'm going to see him again. I pray I'll get to see him before we get married. How am I supposed to plan a wedding without him here. How are we supposed to take engagement pictures. I'm so frustrated and confused. Tomorrow is going to be a very very VERY emotional day. It came to fast. I feel like my time with him is up. I feel lost and sad and frustrated and o so very stressed with little support or direction. Lord help me.