Home...

Home from Indiana. I miss it so much. I just feel like I don't even belong in Vegas anymore. It's just an ugly place. I miss Indiana so much, it's sickening. I miss the green. I miss all the LIVING plants and grass and trees. I miss the clean air. I miss the rain. I miss the beautiful sunsets. Most importantly, I miss Gabe. I miss him more than anything. I feel like my other half is missing. I didn't know what to do with myself after he left. I'm no longer used to being by myself. I'm really going to miss his hugs and kisses...and his adorable sweet face. Especially when I would just look over at him and he'd smile and wink at me. It's the simple things that melt my heart. I love him so very much....

In the Words of Satan - The Arrows

This is a really powerful video. It might be kind of intense for some of you, but it has an incredibly powerful message. Just focus on the words...

Bittersweet...mostly bitter...

I'm going home June 30th. I really don't want to...Yes I miss my family and the few friends I have there but I'm so happy here. I've lost weight because I'm not as stressed. I'm happy here! I have people to hang out with and talk to. I'm NEVER alone. Unlike life back home. I get so lonely back there. I love it here so much. I never thought I'd say this but I'm getting used to the humidity. I don't mind it as much. I still sweat like a beast but I've come to the conclusion that that's just me. It runs in my blood. I love Gabe's family. They make me feel like I'm apart of the family. As if I've been around the whole time. I love his nieces and nephew. They are so sweet and cute. It's going to be so hard to say goodbye to everyone. I'm not looking forward to it at all. I'm going to miss all the green...all the rain/thunder/lightning storms. They are AMAZING here. I won't miss the tornado warnings...HA! But everything else...O I won't miss the ticks and spiders either...but everything else, I definitely will miss. Well I better get back to the boy. Gotta spend as much time with him as I can. I love him a ton!

Horrible!....

I am HORRIBLE at blogging lately. I've been in Indiana since April 28th so I've been pretty occupied since then. Things are going great here. I love it here. It's so green and beautiful and I LOVE Gabe's family. I feel so close to them like I've known them my whole life. They are really a great group of people. I'm sad I'll be leaving them soon but hopefully not permanently. Anyways that's all for now. Gabe should be home from work soon...I hope. I love that guy....

Sincerely, Amber