Conference Weekend...

I LOVE conference weekend. I love how it makes me feel. I love how it's always during beautiful times of the year, April and October. I love hearing all the speakers and all the different stories they have to share. Especially when they share personal stories. I love our prophet, Thomas S. Monson. He is so stinkin' cute. I just wanna kiss his cheek! I love his smile when he's sharing a funny story. I love how he laughs with everyone at his own story.    

I'm grateful conference has been able to take my mind off these hectic past 2 months. Dealing with Shelby and my weird attacks has just been tiring and stressful. Shelby's almost completely better now, bless her. She's been through so much. So many surgeries and stitches. We're almost to the end! As for me, this Thursday I'll be going in for an endoscopy. Kind of nervous, but also looking forward to getting answers...hopefully. For some reason part of me strongly feels it really is my gallbladder...But we won't know till Thursday (hopefully). ON A HAPPIER more EXCITING note..GABE'S COMING IN TOWN TUESDAY!! Aah I can't wait! I'm so excited! I miss him so much. I just need him. I know it's not good to be so dependent on a person...but dang it...I am! I love him so very much. He's my best friend and I've been having some serious separation anxiety. Well, I think that's all for now. Time to listen to that adorable guy speak again :)

OMG...

I suck at blogging lately! A lot has happened! August 28, 2010 we went and saw Michael Buble at the MGM Grand Garden Arena. AMAZING! It felt like a dream. It still doesn't feel real or like it even happened. He was so amazing in concert. He's so funny too. I wish I could be his friend somehow lol. He just seems like the fun kind of guy to just hang out with. The kind of friend where you could just be loungin around at home doing NOTHING but will still be laughin your head off just from the voices he can do and his impressions of people. I loved it. He is so talented. First we went to Rainforest Cafe for dinner. That's always fun. The food is never that great, but it's just the environment that makes it fun. Puts you in the mood for a fun night. WHICH IT WAS!! We got home really late but it was sooo worth it! I wish I could go again, but bring Gabe this time. He was bummed out he couldn't be there and so was I. I really wanted him to go. O well. Maybe next time! The man's voice gives me chills...ugh...




It was really sweet, he even sang a song for his grandpa. His grandpa requested that he sing "Stardust" so he sang it for him. His whole family was there since this was his last concert for the tour. Really sweet experience.

Broadview Security...

I can't get enough of this spoof. It is HILARIOUS!

Time!...

Where does time go?! Before I know it weeks have gone by since I've written! It's crazy...So I went to the doctor last week and he thinks I might have a hiatal hernia, or an ulcer. Gall stones could still be a possibility as well. Lucky LUCKY me, eh?? I just really hope I can find out soon what it really is. I'm sick of this random pain under my ribs. I'm very glad I haven't had anymore attacks though. Those were really bad...Other than that I'm still looking for a job. Then again who isn't?! It's just crazy here. I want out! I'm tired of all the heat too. It wouldn't be as bad if I had a pool in my backyard! But, unfortunately, I don't :( Darn it. In 9 days it'll be mine and Gabe's 1 year anniversary! Insane...I hope there are many more years to come. That same weekend is the Barney reunion in Utah. I'm excited for that. My dad doesn't know it yet but my mom and I are going to go up on Saturday and surprise him :) It'll be fun. Plus I'll finally be able to see my nephews again! I miss them so much. It's been way too long. I think that's all for now. I'll write more later!

Alone...

I wish I had a younger sibling at home. I wouldn't be lonely. I wouldn't have to watch stupid shows by myself. Yeah they're stupid, but fun to watch! Gabe's not texting me for some reason. He probably fell asleep. I might as well go to bed soon. Nothing else to do. Plus I still feel pissed about him talking to his ex. He's still kinda buddy buddy with her. Which I HATE! He wouldn't like it if I were all buddy buddy with my ex. It's just annoying, but I know I need to approach him about it otherwise he'll never know it irritates me. O well. Same crap, different day. Blah. I hate being in a bad mood! I know it's my own fault, but I just can't seem to shake it!

Blah...

Home...

Home from Indiana. I miss it so much. I just feel like I don't even belong in Vegas anymore. It's just an ugly place. I miss Indiana so much, it's sickening. I miss the green. I miss all the LIVING plants and grass and trees. I miss the clean air. I miss the rain. I miss the beautiful sunsets. Most importantly, I miss Gabe. I miss him more than anything. I feel like my other half is missing. I didn't know what to do with myself after he left. I'm no longer used to being by myself. I'm really going to miss his hugs and kisses...and his adorable sweet face. Especially when I would just look over at him and he'd smile and wink at me. It's the simple things that melt my heart. I love him so very much....

In the Words of Satan - The Arrows

This is a really powerful video. It might be kind of intense for some of you, but it has an incredibly powerful message. Just focus on the words...