Super Random...

So like I said this is super random but it made me laugh. Last night Gabe and I were sitting on the couch watching tv and I was eatin a bowl of ice cream. He looked over in the kitchen with his hand over the side of his face and said "You left the ice cream out!!" I was like what?? No I didn't...then I see him with the ridiculous grin on his face and he's like "I know... and I forgot you could see in the kitchen from there." LOL! And then of course he admitted he was trying to hide his smile. Gee I never would've guessed. It just made me laugh. He's such a dork. I figured I should post this though for the bad days I have. I can look back at this and just laugh and remember how goofy my husband is and how much I love him :)

Good day!

'Tis the season...

Christmas came and went :( It went by WAY too fast. It was a sweet Christmas though. My first Christmas with my adorable husband. He was so thoughtful about the little stocking stuffers he got me. Hand sanitizer and kleenex! Boy does he know me or what?! I loved it. It was so cute and sweet. It was really hard being away from my family. I had never experienced it before. Luckily I have my best friend by my side to help me keep my chin up. I'm so stinkin grateful he is mine FOREVER! Well now that Christmas has passed...IT'S TIME FOR MY BIRTHDAY! Woo hoo! I'm not sure why I'm so excited. But I guess it's not necessarily a bad thing.  I just wish I could have all of my family here to celebrate with me. That's my birthday wish. Only 9 more days as a 21 year old. It's weird though since I feel like I've been 21 forever, but at the same time it feels like I'm older. I wonder why that is. Well I need to go get my vacuum from my mother in law. My poor floors are so dirty, I'll have to go over the carpet probably 5 times just to get all the gunk sucked up. Hope everyone has a great day!

Ugh.

K I really hate how terrible I am at blogging. Seriously?? 3 1/2 months already?? It's almost freakin' Christmas. So Gabe and I got married October 15, 2011. Amazing day. FREAKING ridiculously hot, but awesome, day. I married my best friend :) We were surrounded by friends and family. It was just an incredible experience. Then about 4 days later we packed up our u-haul and cat, yes cat, and started our looong drive across the country. HAPPY HONEYMOONING! Interesting but fun experience. We made it safe and sound, obviously. I'm still going through the unpacking process. I have a feeling it won't get finished by the time we get out of these apartments so why stress?? Gabe is busy working for his dad and I am currently on the job hunt. It's funny when we get asked that good ol' "How's the married life" question. We already feel like we've been married for years.You can't really explain it. O and it's a good thing. I didn't mean it in a bad way. Yes marriage is hard but being married to your best friend makes it a HECK of a lot easier! I wouldn't have it any other way :)

Time...

O my goodness I am a HORRIBLE blogger...Life has just been so busy! Can you believe I'm getting married in 7 weeks? I CAN'T! It kinda freaks me out. I'm really emotional about it. I hate thinking about having to leave my family behind. I hate thinking my newest nephew won't really know me like my other nephews do. It's just so hard. Gabe doesn't really understand. He thinks things will be better once we're together. Yeah things will be a little nicer. I won't feel so alone...but I'm still going to have all that on my mind. It's just going to get harder and harder the closer we get. Other than that everything is coming together. I'm still waiting on my dress. It's supposed to be here the 29th but it could come earlier. The suspense is killin me! The caterer is lined up, photographer, decorator, dj, all those people are good to go! Next month we'll have our final meetings with them to make sure everything is definitely all in order. Very exciting yet nerve wracking. Sorry but I'm ready for this to be over. So exhausting! Not that Gabe isn't worth it...I'm just sayin...A girl can only handle so much! And then a cross country move after all this! O boy. I need a spa day! A nice massage...pedicure...manicure...facial. O yeah! They're calling my name! Maybe one day. We'll see. Anyways, it's always so late when I finally update my blog. I better get to bed. Too many late nights lately! I gotta stop that...

I promise I'll try to be better about blogging!

Goodnight!

Just real quick...

Just a quick update before I head off to bed....I GOT MY WEDDING DRESS YESTERDAY! I'm so excited. I love it. It's very elegant and classy and 40's-esque. I also ordered a white birdcage veil :) SO very excited. I just need to find what shoes I'm going to wear. You wouldn't think that'd be a tough part but it kinda is for some reason...well I'm exhausted. I've been making my candle centerpieces all day. 17 down 14 to go! They look beautiful! I need to post a pic of them...I just don't have them on my computer yet. Anyways...

Goodnight!

Survived...

Well I survived my first full day with out Gabe yesterday. It was pretty difficult but I made it. My first temple prep class was yesterday and that helped lift my spirits. I loved being there. I can't wait for next week. I just wish Gabe was there to go with me. In other news....Osama Bin Laden was killed yesterday. Insane? I think so....Nervous to see it be used for a political tactic...I hope not. But I just have that gut feeling. Anyways. It's way too early to be awake. I'm going to try and sleep a little longer. I love Gabe.

Bye!

Leaving on a jet plane...

Gabe's going back home tomorrow. My heart is broken. I don't know when I'm going to see him again. I pray I'll get to see him before we get married. How am I supposed to plan a wedding without him here. How are we supposed to take engagement pictures. I'm so frustrated and confused. Tomorrow is going to be a very very VERY emotional day. It came to fast. I feel like my time with him is up. I feel lost and sad and frustrated and o so very stressed with little support or direction. Lord help me.